frust =.=

Gilaaaaaaa ! hah lepas perasaan sbb frust gila babeng. 1st date kau dgn aq pun kau dahh buat hal neh 1st time taw ta aq fall in love gila-gila dgn kau tp kann sanggup kau buat perangai dgn aq :'( dulu msa aq tgk kau memang lahh mcm ta dew perasaan g2 tp skrang kau dahh manderem aq bia jd gila kat kau, kau taruk ubat ape hah ? dahhh lah rmai mnat kat kau npk nyer tergugat lahh aq okeee aq mcm nk surrender je dri terus fall in love smpai kemaruk tgk kau even dalam mimpi. MAYBE first date neh last date between us i think. kalau lahh jodoh kita ta pnjang kann aq errrr terpaksa simpan kenangan kita dlm otakkk je skurang-kurang nyee aq pernah couple dgn kau *okeee aq bangga =.=  hurm BIO oh BIO hancusss berkecai aq tgk kau td confirm memang aq kena drop kau, ape punya susah lahh kau td hurmm nk copy yg org sbelah punyer answer cg dok tengok n jeling2 cm ta puass aty je dgn aq huh cg sy punyer psl lahh nk tiru ke ape ke yg cg kesaaa pe hal ad sy guna mata cg ke aishh geram je nk ckp cm tuhh *blah lahh mce lahh brani sangat ! tgk jam td bru pukul 10 a.m okeee tido lahh dlu lmbt lagi msa nk abis tdoe dalam 10 minit then bgn smbung jwb soalan. HAH jwb punyer jwb kosong je byk paper aq msa ad 20 minit lg *hurmm tunggullah nanti times up org mesti kalut nk pungut kertas mse tu lahh nk copy n paste pun  tapikan laen yg jd cg kata *okee semua masa menjawab suda tamat sila letak pen SEKARANG jgn pusing kiri dan kanan letak alat tulis anda atas lantai CEPAT !!  mak aii terkejut thap gaban siot hilang angan2 nk tiru so kertas pun ape lagi kosong la msa tuhh gabra gilerr nk nanges pun ad tp kann kat luaran npk COOL je dlm hati nanges ! so confirm BIO aq failed :( 
esokk exam fizik dgn addmath perlu ke stdy ? haha ta perlu kot sbb mcm ta de mood g2 n esokk aq nk TRY catat rekod nk tinggal kosong je paper sbb klu aq jwb pun memang sah lahh slah sbb aq ta suka +math dgn fizik urghh blahhh lahh korang. dari aq drop bio baek aq drop dua subjek tuhh >.<



okeee nk smbung baca novel mls stdy byeeee

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way to release stress before bio exam *snapping :P

sayang damn much 

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i wish theres still a change for me to be with u and i will prove my love to u :(

okee better aq drop bnda neh >.< sy NO to them 

motif gpo bena aq amek gmbr neh jah ? hurm nk tunjuk betpa syg nyo ko bio :P

woah unik kan ? erm ta lahh sgt BIO syg kan kan ? *ching

spm 2011 candidate ♥♥♥♥

lama sudaaa aq ta update blog coz bz nk prepare mcm2. eyh ad cyter lucu plus dgn geram neh smalam aq dapat msj 'layang'  dy ckp 'perempuan kampung koya vogue' fulamakkk ayat power lahh babe. satu je aq nk ckp ADA AQ KESA ? suke aty aq lahh nk buat ape pun hidop aq bkn hidop kau. haha so funny lahh kau neh manusia aq tnya kau sape ta nk bgtaw klu dah berani sgt facetofece lahh apeee kes klu stakat berani dlm msj je . okeeee stop story psl manusia inseng tuuhh. EXAM datang lagi handoi klu lahh aq skula swasta ta pyh nk exam mcm bez g2 kan ? hari neh paper BM 1 & 2 gilaa pengalaman baru jawab bm tnpa soklan objektif. mcm org bodoh je aq tgk soklan tiba2 kuar karangan BLUR jap lps tgk soklan bm 1 okeee lg lahh sbb karangan je kuar tp paper 2 urghhhh memang failed lahh dah tu tnya soklan psl novel tuhh mcm lahh aq neh hadap nk bca novel skula tuhh *gila kau diera nvel 600 m/s tuhh bley lahh plak bca. T.T menangis dlm kegembiraan sebab dpt memenuhi ruang kertas jawapan dgn bntuan diri sendiri WOAH hebatkannn ? *ching 




esokk paper bi hah neh lg satu aq blur erm okeee aq nk jawab ape yg aq taw bkan ape yg soklan nk. suke aty lahhhh nk jwb ape klu cg nk sy dapat A cg bg lahh markah lebih ckit okeee ala 3 bulan sekali je jgn lahh kedekut sgt tuhan mrh taw cg *mati aq klu teacher aq tgk neh. subjek yg paling aq takot skarang neh BIO dahh laa sape bley markah bio rendah kena drop bio OMG ta sanggup aq clash dgn bio. KAU taw ta bio aq sayang kau setengah mati dalam banyak2 subjek kau lahh pling aq syg sbb aq mnat nk taw lebih psl kau. esokkk kita buat DATE sepenuh masa okeee ?jgn lahh kau menambahkan beban aq tolonglah tolong masuk cepat dalam otak aq. kau pun mesti ta nak kan clash dgn aq ermmm kalau lahh jodoh kita ta panjang aq terpaksa lahh date dgn mr. IT plak. uwaaaaaaa ta nk aq nk kau BIO kau je yg laen ta nak !


k lahh aq nk date dgn mr.bio jap. byeeee all ♥♥♥♥♥

THE DREAMS TO SUCCESS :)

Putting Power in Your Steps

To come from a place power, a clear understanding of past, present, and future is critical. In dwelling on the past, we are deterred from our dreams and dream objectives. By emotionally living in the past, we distract ourselves from discovering and giving voice to our deepest, most inspirational desires.

The Past Does Not Equal the Future

In thinking of the past, we stir up negative explanations as to why our dreams can’t come true because they haven’t come true in the past. It is a specific sort of blame game and subtracts from our power to take responsibility for what our life has become. Develop a habit of catching yourself in these thoughts and instantly correct them to shift your power by taking action in the present moment.

Our lives are a reflection of what we continuously focus on. Therefore, if we continue to focus on what happened in the past, we continue to repeat the past. History repeats itself, particularly for those who keep focusing on it!

“But how can I learn from my mistakes if I don’t look back?”  Although this question seems to make sense, there is weakness in this thinking. It makes the assumption that mistakes have been made. However, I believe that there is no such thing as failure, and that all seeming failure is an opportunity for adjustment. An adjustment is an improvement, rather than a correction of a mistake. When we think in terms of mistakes, this thinking comes from lack, or fear.

In thinking from power, faith, and responsibility, we simply make improvements. When we shift our thinking from fear of repeating mistakes to acceptance of a learning opportunity, the negative past loses its power over us.

The Future

The future is exciting because it’s a blank slate, and if we understand it as a creative opportunity, the future will not keep us in fear. The past is gone and the future is not yet here, so by investing ourselves too much in either the past or the future, we diminish our power to act in the present moment.

If live in the future in our mind, then we can easily get into fear, and become afraid of what will or won’t happen. “What if?” may be a statement of fear about the future, and when you catch yourself saying it, that is an opportunity to change your attitude to one of faith instead of fear.

Having faith in the future is a way to establish your dreams in the thinking stuff. Fear of the future is focusing on and visualizing a negative outcome. To see good dreams manifested, invest positive faith in the future and guide your thoughts away from fear of the future and fear of the past.

The Powerful Present Moment

The past and future are illusory. They are not tangible, and only reside in the mind. This is where the self-control of thoughts will influence your dreams—in the present moment. The present moment is so powerful that modern quantum physics shows evidence that the present can alter the past. When we begin to define our dream statement of 15 words or less, it is powerful to make the statement in the present tense. We, therefore, visualize our dreams in the present and actually attract the future based on our focus.

STEP 1—Launch Your Courage

CONCEPT: Courage to Dream

STEP 2—Drive Your Desires

CONCEPT: Conscious Belief Systems

STEP 3—Free Your Imagination

CONCEPT: Imagination Stimulation

STEP 4—Stage Your Dream

CONCEPT: Enlightened Visualization

STEP 5—Pen Your Dream Script

CONCEPT: Power of Words-Write it!

STEP 6—Set Your Dream on Fire

CONCEPT: Ignite Dream Momentum

STEP 7—Publish Your Dream Plan Book

CONCEPT: Connect with the “Thinking Stuff”

STEP 8—Inspire Your Dream With Action

CONCEPT: Power of the Present Moment

STEP 9—Awaken Your Dream with Thanks

CONCEPT: Attraction Action of Gratitude

STEP 10—Become a Dream Achiever

CONCEPT: Live, Share, Expand Your Dreams

sumpah benci kau !

sumpahh aq benci kau ! sebab kau mata aq bengkak smalam. yess aq admit sbelom neh aq syg ag kat kau tp started from yesterday i'm totally hate u damn much. and sebab kau lahh aq ta couple n aq jd anti couple even aq taw ta semua laki player mcm kau tp skarang kau dah retired jd player ni kan ? *big clap too u. aq pun ta taw nape lahh aq bley syg kat kau dlu tahap dewa and now aq menyesal yg teramat sbb pernah knl kau ! maybe pengajaran kott bg aq sbb aq dlu pun mcm kau jgkk player tp tuu sbelom aq knl kau. SUMPAH esokk dan seterusnya aq ta kan nangis sebab kau lg aq pun ta taw motif ape aq nangis smalam *sewel.  jg laa girlfie kau tu baek-baek okeeee >.<

ape motif aq tlis bnda neh ? juz for nauseating feeling :)

totally mad tonite

woahh aq janji nk story mory hari sabtu lg tp now dahh hari isnin *apa punyer manusia lahh kau neh :) actually aq aq ta de mood nk buat ape-ape sbb err 'personal prob' ala ta nak la mention kat cni sbb ta perlu pun ckp bnda yg ta brape nk penting tuu. TODAY once again i did not go to skull , know y ? because i got headache n stomach ache plus having a fight with senior should i call them senior ? ohh of course coz they older than me :) respect my 'senior' even they dont know how to respect me. oke fullstop ! td kawan aq text aq ckp ad new student msk klaz aq then cg ubah kedudukan dlm klaz aish ape kesss neh cg ?! *felt like wanna cry :'( ohh cg pleazz ta nk tukar tempat, suruh lahh pelajar baru tuuh duq sore *wish dat my teacher read dis :( wahh cpat laa esokk aq nk tgk pelajar bru sesi 'beramah mesra' dgn diera HAHA. jgn ingat aq buat inverted coma tuuu aq mksdkan bnda laen oke SERIOUS aq ta tpu. klau aq bdak jahat aq buat yg sebaliknya oke a.k.a BULI  tp no no no i'm a  GOOD GIRLS  :) instead my friend stabbed behind me pun senyum je kerja. nk buat ape lagi ta kan nk tikam balik ONEday she got what she do to me back juz wait 4 da time come too u babe. hilang kawan lebih sakit dri hilang boyfie. janji nk sentiasa ad klu kawan susah tp tmbah mslh ad lahh. u promise me wanna supported me when i was in trouble but what had u done ?? HAHA SILLY ! janji kosong je kau taw buat yee pompuan ? sorry i felt bit emosional today  who can lend me ur shoulder 4 me to cry :'(  i'm, not in mood to have a long chit-chat. okeee byeeeee ♥♥

 janji ? haktuihh lupakan

p/s : totally out of mood tonite  

18.02.2011 ♥♥♥

WOAH da lama aq ta update blog neh kan , actually ta taw nk post ape kat blog neh ~lalala. aiyaaa EXAM ta kurang ta lebih 2 minggu dri skarang alahai MATI aq bku swear aq ta sentuh langsung pun klu failed pun ad aq kesahh ? *aish ta layak jd pelajar smip 

     

                 ESOKK 19.02.2011 dgn rasminya smip mengadakan pertandingan merentas desa, yeahh NUM 1 tuu akan jd milik aq *blahh laa num 1 konon jgn nk perasan haha. sewajibnya esok kitorang melenggang dan tgk pemandangan alam jgn haraplah aq nk lari skit kaki taw lari :( 

                          HARI neh aq dpat bad news ayah classmate aq telah meninggal dunia. sama-sama lah kita sedekahkan al-fatihah kpda arwah :'( 

NISA sbar oke ALLAH syg koe ayah mum lg. JGN cdey2 taw be STRONG babe :)

                                      erm cukup lah setakat neh aq sTORY MORy okeee ? nk buat preparation 4 merentas desa esok *ciss perasan ta habis. okee byeeee all ♥♥♥

                                  sayang korang ♥♥♥

desa rentas kami

urgh letih nk mati hari neh swear ta tipu ! eyh lucu kan merentas desa pun perlu ad latihan waste time je cg buat latihan neh klu terus buat tournament teruskan ta pe ini ta menyusahkan kitorang kaum smip je. sumpah aq letih sampai 'babak' dalam klaz. tp ad baek nyew jgk ta pyh blaja bnyk2 td aq bosan laa menghadap buku je 24 jam aiyaa nak muntah der. hari sabtu neh bru la merentas desa yg sebenarnya tp err mls nk p klu aq msk pun confirm TA MENANG !  haha coz aq da retired dah bab lari-lari neh skrang kerja aq jalan je no lari-lari ! :p

 bodohh sempat lg posing ! haha

 yeah she is my lesbo

 run baby run :)

 panas siot :(

korang tgk laa kaum smip yg 'usaha' neh lari haha xD