wah nametag bru tuu. cg ta bley mrh sy lg dah sbb ta pkai nametag oke. hah tgk tuu sy dah ade nametag dah. :P

sygggg

 old memories are always in play in the mind. ohh god  hope our friendship will last forever 

sTRoNg

• my mind body and spirit are strong. i take each day to rejuvanete and recharge
• i draw from a deep well of peace and calm, i breathe on strenght and release my fears.
• i go after my heart's deep desire
• i can accomplish anything
• all of my dreams comes true
• i focus on my goal and have strength to make it happen 
• i choose to be unstoppable 
• i am strong girls
• i act in spite of my fears
• i am bigger than my concern and worries 
• i can do anything and i put my mind to 
• each day i am getting strongest
• i take great care of myself
• the strength of other inspire me daily 
• i trust my intuition and live a courageous life
• i believe in pink, i believe laugh is the way to release stress, i believe in be strong where everything else seem to be going wrong, i believe happiest girls are the pretties girls. and last one i believe in MIRACLE 

*btol ta ape yg aq bobelkn neh ? aish =)

'kawan'

hidup atas dunia ni ta bley lari dari prob dan sifat dengki. ni la manusia ta bley tgk org lebih dri dy. klu korang nk dengki skalipun dgn aq teruskan ta kesa pun asal ta uat hal dgn aq, bosan la asyik gaduh je. klu kawan sendiri mengumpat sal kite or cm ta puah aty dgn kite tentu kite terasa aty kn ? aq ta nk sebut la sape 'kwn' aq 2 coz nanti ta psl2 perang dunia ke 3 meletus , sbb aq bkn jenis suke nk cri gaduh. laen la klu aq npk bdak yg tergedik-gedik ei cm menyampah g2. ad org kate aq gedik , hah gedik sgt ke aq neh ?  klu aq gedik skali pun aq menggedik dgn bestie aq je oke bkn cm setengah org 2 pantang npk laki je terus buat prangai gedik eii ta malu ke. eyh2 td kan cyte sal dengki asal msk sal gedik plak neh ? hurm ta kesa laa dua-dua ad kaitan, ingat oke ad kwn sejati sorang da ckup dri ad kwn bnyk tp menyusahkan kite je. ad kwn makan kwn la, kwn suka menipu la mcm2 lagi laa perangai 'kwn'. 'sahabat sejati adlah sahabat yg sentiasa ad dgn kita n susah senang bersama'




credit too 'kawan'

REMEMBERING

It's about a new years and new month. Usually we all start waxing poetic about turning into the new us. I've done it myself. As a matter of fact, I focused so hard on that douchebag of an ex that tended to forget how much I mattered. After some soul searching and letting go I realized: I don't really need a "new me". I like most of the me that was and is.

I looked into my own past by jumping past that idiot and remembered all the things that I enjoyed about being me. They are still there, they were just buried under some muck. I've been cleaning shop. Not just getting rid of people, but also things that I don't need. I've also started putting my life in it's proper perspective and I am once again valuing the me that matters...

2011 is gonna be pretty damned awesome.
My kid rocks and may be returning stateside sooner than later to finish school.
I'm dating. & happy.
Some are trying to ring bells, I'm content with driving by the chapel for now.
I'm back in school for my one true love.
I'm humbly employed but grateful to be able to sustain myself.
I make mistakes still but I can forgive myself now, something that kept me bogged down with the douche for a LONG ass time,
I still hang out but have some kind of rein on how I do it.
& I've rediscovered so much that I enjoy...

bdak SEWEL

urghhhh geram , skit aty , mrh , lucu semua mix ! eii bosankan klu ad kwn yg terlalu-lalu menunjukan kealiman nya secara kekoyaan ? bodoh , senget punyer kwn, wey aq taw la ko 2 bdak maahad tp jgn laa nk over sgt *bdak sial itu lelaki oke.  kitorang ad satu group kt fb 2 , hah time chating dy n mamat 'zzzzzz' sorang lagi 2 bkn maen lg kutuk aq dgn kwn aq a.k.a mc daa, dy ckp allah mrh laa ta ttup aurat haha mcm laa aq neh bdak kecil ta taw mn btol mn slh n aq pun ckp kt dye aty aq blom terbuka lg laa nk ttup aurat sepenuh nya yg dy sibuk pesal ! urm tp pham2 je laa ad ubi ad batas ad hari aq bls , ngah cri idea yg lebih dasyat neh bia diowang surrender aq nk ayat yg hot bia diorang senyap n sedar diri klu nk nasihat org laen. skurang2 nye aq ta laa couple cm ko 2 arapp je skula maahad tp perangai urghh . dah 2 suke aty je nk ckp kt aq neh jahil laa klu aq jahil pun ta menyusahkn ko langsung pun ! dah laa aq ta nk tmbah2 dosa mengata bnyk psl bdak sewel 2 .

-maaf berlaku sedikit pencemaran bahas dcni- :)

mendaki gunung everest *dush

hah tgk tjuk pun msti terkejut kn ? haha mendaki gnung everest 2 mkna nye kerja skula bertimbun-timbun sama tinggi dgn gunung everest alaa cg kejam laa kn ? bg hw byk2 klu plajar ta dpt siapkn dy mrh...now da mencecah pkl 3 pagi , mata aq belum rase mengantuk lg pe aq nk buat neh , kepuasan duq sorang2 dan asyik menghadap lappy je , bosan laa ! anyway hari ahad neh da bka skula alaaa tolonggggg la aq ta nk prgi skulaaaaaaaa ! baex tdoe kt umah lg bezz tdoe dan menggemoxkn badan haha. aq ta de idea nk mengarut ape mlm neh otak pun da ta bley nk jalan ta dpt nk pkir ppew da huhhhhh. aq nk tdoe tp kann aq kna ciap kan hw yg bertimbun-timbun neh, ta de spe ke nk tolong aq buat benda neh ? klu ta buat confirm kna denda kt cg , aq ta takot laa stakat kna denda je tp aq mlu haha *konon nye laaa . daaa laa bdak yg ta brape nk btol neh nk continue buat hw nanti laen kli kita story mory lg oke , bye2 sayang korang muuuuahhhhhh <3